jika semalam adalah hari ini.

oh. how sweet they are rite?

penah x u guys terfikir hidup tanpa kawan?

fuh. it will definitely such a boring life, isn't it?

compared to friendship, gold is a dirt.

i got my really true best friends ever after too.

huh.

yup, really love them.

really miss them.

and really miss our friendship yg we all build since the age of 13.

and now, almost 10 years, i still love them.

and really hope that those sweet memorable moment are back.

as much as we may wish it weren't so, a plain fact of human relationships is people come and go.

someone that we have loved with all of our hearts one day can vanish from our lives.

not necessarily from death.

not even from from rancor.

sometimes a silly mistakes can take a best friends right out of your hands, never to be seen again.

oh.

i really dont want this to happen to me. although it already happened before.

damn it!

yeah. i know, im forgiven.

but,  it change everything.

to my really best friends.

i miss you.

i love you.

im sorry for all.

im sorry for everything.

 and i love you, again and forever.

if i die today, or even tomorrow, i'll have no regrets if you  tell me that you are my best friends forever.

p/s: to my really best friends in the world, n ,f and k..i really hope you read this..you guys make my world worth living! i miss our laugh and our happiness ='(

I'm everything I am..becaused you loved me!

bosan gile.

nk balik umah rase mcm mls.

nk kua, mbe ramai blk umah.

so aku dok jela berperap dlm bilik ni.

aku pun bukak la laman web mymetro.

tgk brite yg lepas.

damn!

aku jmp artikel ni.

anak derhaka bgaduh dpn pusara ibu.

dahla anta mak dorg g umah org2 tua.

then x penah jenguk plak.

bile mak dorg meninggal. boley plak gaduh pasal harta kt dpn kubur mak dorg. ape nk jadi da.

tetibe rindu plak kt mak.

(mak,tlg jgn bace entry ni ya.)haha

slalu waktu cmni aku dok lepak ngn mak.

borak2.

smbil minum petang.

mkn kueh cekodok.

minum kopi.

urgh.

ni yg rase nk blk ni.

haha.

 some ppl might know yg i got a very small family.

akak.

mak.

myself.

ayah?

passed away almost 17years back.

(damn! da rindu kt ayah plak)

ok2.

entry kali ni nk ckp psl mak je.

mak aku umo da 51.

since die got some penyakit, die benti keje.

dok umah.

jadi pengasuh.

aku ni rapat gak ngn mak aku.

wlupn aku skolah dok asrama.

then masuk matrix, asrama lg.

ni da 4thn kt ukm, still asrama lg.

tp kitorg mmg rpt la.

sbb aku ni almost every 2 weeks mst nk blk umah.

tp ape yg special bout her.

die rajin n pandai masak!

so, no wonder la her daughter boley gumuk kn?hehe

mak aku sgt sporting.

die mmg bg kebebasan utk aku pilih jln idup aku.

bkn bermakne aku diabaikan ye.

cume, aku yg aku nk, terpulang kt aku.

die akan support aku sepenuhnye.

dr sume aspek die akan support aku.

study.

kwn.

bf.

aha.bf aku pun ok ngn mak.kn b?hehe

aku ni jenis susa sket nk ckp syg2 ni.

nk ckp rindu apetah lg.

tp aku syg gile mak aku.

aku byk gile susakan mak.

dulu, mase aku masuk spital.

mak jaga aku.

mak tdo kt spital ngn aku.

oh, aku tdo ats katil.

mak?

atas kerusi je.

aku mkn, spital bg.

mak?

mkn sisa aku je.

(aku da ngs. damn!)

aku ngs, mak pujuk.

aku nk mandi, mak mandikan.

(bkn ngade2, tgn aku dua2 ade jarum)

mase da discharged, mak anta lik ukm.

mak kemaskn bilik.

basuhkan baju.

pastu sehari, 5 kali col.

"adik jgn lupa,mkn ubat, jgn mandi mlm2.bla2"

oh.

aku xtau nk ckp pe.

mase tu tuhan je tau ape aku rase.

betapa byk mak bekorban utk aku.

sejak aku lahir.

ada ayah.

dan kini ayah xde.

mak da berjaya besarkan aku.

jadikan aku seorang manusia.

jadikan aku seorang bakal pendidik.

aku janji.

aku nk jaga mak.

aku mintak dijauhkan la dr menjadi anak derhaka.

mak.

adik syg mak.

syg sgt2!!

oh, baby ini bkn adik aku.

he's alep. baby yg mak aku jage.damn cute!

Prosperity burger kini kembali!

nk drive thru ke mkn sini?

atas ke bwh?

tepi tingkap ke playland?

ayam ke daging?

ayam!!!

hehe..

im lovin it!

dgn kuah lada hitamnya yg lazat..

nak2 lg dagingnya yg juicy itu..

serta diiringi pula dgn twister fries yg masih panas..

mouth watering aiitte?

aha..aku tidak dibayar oleh McD utk promo ini..

aku suke mkn prosperity burger!

this is one item from McD that i look forward every year. Dlm mgu ni je aku da 4kali mkn itu burger..so, McD btggjwb kalo aku gemok..haha

mkn, mkn gak..tp meh kite share sket psl prosperity ni..

prosperity ni very related to chinese new year..

yeah, chinese new year around da corner, cuti lg!!hehe

ok, ni aku nk share sket pasal definition prosperity yg aku dpt dr wikipedia:

prosperity is a state of flourishing, thriving, success, or good fortune.

Prosperity often encompasses wealth but also includes others factors which are independent of wealth to varying degrees, such as happiness and health..

atau dlm bahasa melayunye:

Prosperity adalah kemewahan dan kemakmuran

mase chinese new year, masyarakat cina percaya pokok bonsai dibuat daripada batang besi manakala daunnya dibuat daripada kertas berkilat berwarna merah yang melambangkan kemewahan dalam budaya mereka.

Mereka akan menghias rumah dan diri bedasarkan kepercayaan mereka ttg apa yg dimaksudkan dgn kemewahan dan kemakmuran. Malah, mereka saling mendoakan agar mendapat kemewahan dan kemakmuran sempena tahun baru cina.

oh, cukup.

aku sendiri kurang arif tentang ini.hehe

cume aku terfikir sesuatu.

kemewahan dan prosperity burger.

agak-agaknye la kn, kalo kite mkn prosperity burger hari2 boleh kaya x?haha

Semester akhir

final semester..yeah!!

sudah hampir 4thn aku dihantar oleh my parent utk bertapa di ukm..

nmpknye tgl lebey kurang 6bln la tempoh pertapaan aku di bumi bertuah ni..hehe

owh..entry ni bkn bertujuan utk story psl brite gembira..

tp brite sedih utk aku..hukhuk

aku amek 3 subject sem ni..

and yg sedeynye, hari2 ade class except for fri, sat and sun la..

dan yg buat aku lg frust, sume class aku start at 8AM!!!!!!

plg lewat pn 9AM!!

gile ar..

mcm tau2 je plan aku utk buang mase di final sem ni..

nmpknye xde lg la kua smp lewat mlm..

xblh la aku g ronda2 kt uptown..

xdpt la aku buang mase mlm2..

sbb besok pgnye class aku pkl 8 weh!!

waaaa...

setelah sekian lame x update!

tahun baru.

azam baru.

blog berwajah baru.

baru la bersemangt nk update. 

(wlupun xde yg bace)hehe..

anyway, it just for my own good gak..leh isi mase yg slalu aku sepah2kn kt fb and sume yg seangkatan dgnnya la..

terutamanya game mcm FARMVILLE..waaa, i gile berkebun skg ni..hehe 

owh,talking bout fb, rasenye fb tu dah jd sebahagian dlm idup aku lak skg ni..hehe

bak kate org, new millenium drug..mane2 pegi,people keep talking bout FACEBOOK..

smp dalam brite pon asyik fb..our pm pon da ade fb skg..

cayalah..

xpn skg ni psl fs yg da makin tenggelam tu..

kononnya nk tarik balik minat teenagers kt luar tu utk kembali ke pd fs..hehe

ape pun both ade byk sgt kebaikan..

i admit!
dgn fb,fs,ms,twitter,etc..kite dpt do keep in touch ngn kwn2 kite..

skg ni, bile knl je org baru, dorg akn tny ttg laman sosial tu..

"u ade fb x?"

u ade fs x?"

"kalo ade, add la i"

huhuuu..

xmcm dulu2..

"ape no fon u?"

"ape alamat umah u?raye i leh dtg..hehe"
and best part is buku nota about me tu..
u guys sure tau pny! (",) 
besenye bile ujung2 tahun, dak2 class akn passing buku tu..
esp girl la kot.

so, kite akan tulis la anything pasal kite..haha
best gak..
bile usia da makin antik ni, kite bace balik mst nk gelak..
indah btol zaman skola..aitte?
tp skg, kt fb, fs etc da ade our details..
xpyh lg gune buku cm dulu..

dgn adenye laman sosial cm2, kite makin dkt ngn kwn2 kite..

smp parents pon join sekaki..

nsb bek mak i xjoin..

kalo x,kantoi la ank die yg baek ni mls stdy..cherry2 boom2..

gaga!!

ape jua yg kite buat kene la berpada2..kn?

bnd baek cm2, kalo kite sala guna buley bwk kpd keburukan jugak..

so, sendiri mau igt! hehe